So Melow...

Huey.. stupid girl is back!! Now, i wanna tell you about my stupid feeling and stupid decision i had made in my life. It's all about a boy that I called "TOM". How I could be a stupid girl because of him.

Did you know about UNREQUITED LOVE? Yeah.. it was a very hurt feeling. Is was easy when the person you loved didn't know about your feeling. You just happy to be on his side everyday, laught together but you know that you wouldn't be his. I though it was more easy than you must spent a lot of time with the boy you loved, share everything and he look interest with you like yours. After that, he knows about your feeling and he enjoyed it, but he didn't want you to be his. He always makes you 'fly' with his words, and the love was mades you blind to do everythings he want you to do.

Oopz... excuse me... am I say Love?? Oh God... can you belive that? Is it Love???

The stupid think is... i thought I'm in love with him... You know what, he left me with the other girls!!! Ugh.. how pitty I am... The worse is, i couldn't forget him untill now!! It is hard for me to know him with other girl, but its kill me that I can't stop thinking about him till now.

I've tried to hate him, but its FAILED!! I couldn't erase him from my head... its made me a BIG LOOSER GIRL!! Oh man... how could this situation happen to me??

Sometimes I can enjoy my life and try to find another guy, but in the other time he's f***king face fill my day, my head and my heart. It is very complicated for me, when I try to find another guy but my heart stuck with him.

I'm not sure it is a LOVE, maybe it was an obssesion...

Well, shit happen!!

P.S : Bahasa Inggris kacau balau, bukan cuma karna kebawa suasana tapi emang kemampuan grammar gw ancu lebur... peace!!